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You Should Have Listened
01:51
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I told you to remember my name and all the things you said to me
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Poor Me
03:06
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what will you do when I’m led astray,
your efforts are pointless like the rain You tried to help me, I’m too far gone Help me, poor me, I’m sorry if I ever hurt you
So what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost And I’m gone
I hurt you If I pushed you out will you come running to help me From the drugs and the cutting I see the rain and the lightning Pouring from your pretty face You deserve so much more You deserve the world you deserve more than me
what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost And I’m gone
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3. |
Ouroboros
03:45
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How can you do what you did
You did what you do
And you do what you do so well
How can you do what you did
You did what you do
And you do what you do so well
I had to do what I did
You did what you do
And it still fucking hurts like hell
How can you do what you did
You did what you do
And you do what you do so well
You’re so good at taking credit so I should give you credit where credit is due
Your accomplishments are your biggest mistakes
And the mistakes you make are just as fake as your
Reptile tears that crawl down your face
You face away
Away from me
I cant help but talk to myself
I cant help but talk to my (2x)
I cant help, but talk to myself
How can you do what you did
You did what you do
And you do what you do so well
How can you do what you did
You did what you do
And you do what you do so well
I had to do what I did
You did what you do
And it still fucking hurts like hell
How can you do what you did
You did what you do
And you do what you do so well
If ghosts could talk they’d talk forever
About the skeletons laying in your room
Slow ambition is just one of your traits
The traits that make the very person you hate
Snake oil floods your family and friends
Who did they get it from?
They got it from you
I cant help but talk to myself
I cant help but talk to my (2x)
I cant help, but talk to myself
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4. |
Juliet
05:26
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Juliet where’d you go I miss the way that you are When your away from her Juliet what do you mean? Because it seems to me that you want to stay Anyway
And I feel so helpless I can’t explain what it means to me for you to feel this way When you love so hard you forget what it’s like to be happy And remember the things you did wrong
Juliet what happened? How could I not see what was right in front of me
And I feel so helpless I can’t explain what it means to me for you to feel this way When you love so hard you forget what it’s like to be happy And remember the things you did wrong
And you’ll be like “wait just because I did these things Doesn’t mean that I don’t love her. So have faith in me.” Why should I listen to a single thing you say You really fucked it up She told me everything How do you sleep how do you sleep at night I saw this happen once before Your just a dumb little girl.
Did it feel good Did it make you think that that that That you were better than everyone else Do my words hurt Do they cut like knives Do they cut like knives Do they cut like knives
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5. |
Hold On Tightly
04:35
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I still like water and sun
Just like everyone around me
One more day would be nice
I repeat to myself as were falling asleep
That’s what I get that’s what I got at least
Something about the way that you adore me
I cannot escape the way you make me feel
I hold my breath this isn’t real
I’m glad you find it hard to leave
That’s what I get that’s what I got at least
I’m glad you find it hard to leave
Hold on tightly let go lightly
Hold on tightly let go lightly
Hold on tightly let go lightly
Hold on tightly let go lightly
(Everything is everything and everything is nothing.)
(Everything is everything and everything is nothing.)
Hold on tightly let go lightly
(Everything is everything and everything is nothing.)
(Everything is everything and everything is nothing.)
Hold on tightly let go lightly
Hold on tightly let go lightly
Love doesn’t die if it never lived at all
We stood over our graves and we watched the caskets fall
We lived and died and it was beautiful
Something about the way that you adore me
I cannot escape the way you make me feel
I hold my breath this isn’t real
This isn’t real this isn’t real this isn’t real this isn’t real
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Lonely Boy
02:30
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I, I was just a poor lonely boy
Before I knew you
You turned me into a real man
By standing beside me
I, I didn’t know that I could feel this happy
But you open your doors and pushed me straight through
Thank god for you thank god for you
You, I love you
Yes its true, oh its true
And I’m so certain that you’re the one for me because
Every time I close my eyes you’re the one I see
And I’m scared I’ve fallen too hard to function properly
What’s yours is mine what’s mine is yours
I can’t wait to see what is in store for our lives our lives
If I could spend one moment in time
For the rest of my life
It would surely be the one that’s taking
Taking place right now.
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7. |
From Her Perspective
02:24
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“You lay strapped to a hospital bed
I want you to come home and smile again
Before the chemicals and before all of this
Wasting all my time and I’m so glad you did
I’m still sitting by the telephone just to hear you say”
“I’m so sorry I’m just scared to live another day alone inside of my head
The pills do nothing just like my friends my long sleeve shirts are still
stuck to my skin.”
Mothers shouldn’t have to be scared for their sons
Living out of a bag just to stay by their side
Talking to a god you haven’t talked to in years
Just looking for answers to questions that you fear
“Wash away all the tears on my face
Tell me this isn’t real tell me it’s all a dream
We’re bending and we’re breaking from the medicine your taking
Can’t look at my husband because he’s contemplating leaving
I listen to your songs and I still feel fucking empty
Re-tracing all my steps could you put the blame on me?
Could you put the blame on me?”
No.
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8. |
Prayer
03:35
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I look forward to the photographs I look forward to your new path I look forward to your future kids I look forward to our loose ends
The letters you wrote with my name not involved hurt me the most I’m still broken from all the words you say “It’s me or the road it’s me or go home to sit in your bedroom and stay there alone” I’m still broken from all the words you speak
You swept me through the door like dust on the floor, like dust on the floor You swept me through the door like dust on the floor, like dust on the floor
I wonder where you would be without me Better off better job but still the same underneath it all Do you still have the same house, red door Leaves fall, fall for, for you, for you
Fall, fall for you You said come in and stay well I didn’t want to leave anyway Fall, fall for you
I don’t care if your happy I don’t care if your without me You change and I don’t I’m unhappy I just want you to be with me
I don’t care if your happy I don’t care if your without me I don’t care if your happy I don’t care if your without me (You change and I don’t I’m unhappy I just want you to be with me.)
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9. |
If Only
06:56
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Why do I still hear your voice when the rain hits my window
Feels like winter all the time now.
I wish I would’ve known that you wouldn’t be here
The same time next year, next year.
Well I wish I would’ve been there for you but I was weak I was so weak.
Hand in hand walking down the aisle, I would give anything to see your smile again.
Again.
Your smile fades into my skin
It forms scars where it sinks in.
Why am I still drowning in gold when you’re already gone?
And theres nothing I could do that would have ever stopped you, stopped you.
FUCK
Why do I still hear your voice when the rain hits my window
Feels like winter all the time now.
I wish I would’ve known that you wouldn’t be here
The same time next year, next year.
Your smile fades into my skin
It forms scars where it sinks in.
And I wish you were here.
And I’ve been thinking of you since that year
You passed away
You passed away
And nothing’s changed I’m still the same I’m still afraid of everything
But if I get to see you again and again, would it all be worth it?
Would it all be worth it?
And I’m scared that I’d meet the same end, the same end as you
And I’m scared of that ledge and I’m scared of that ledge and what
I might think of, what I’d think of
I’m scared of that ledge and what I might do
Might slip off out of fear of what I’d think of
I’m scared of that ledge and what I might do
And what I might think of
And id finally meet her
And Id finally know peace
(and id know her I would know her
And id know her know her
And id meet her meet her again)
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10. |
Kickball
03:58
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Why am I the one that can hold your hand
It was just a lustful gesture it seems
But isn’t that what makes me a man
And Im sick and tired of this
Im in it for real this time wait a minute im over it
Why am I the one that can hold your hand
It was just a lustful gesture it seems
But isn’t that what makes me a man
And Im sick and tired of this
Im in it for real this time wait a minute im over it
I listen to the voices in my head
With what they say sometimes I’m barely holding on
They’re just coming on to strong
They say I’m wrong and that I’ve been in bed way to long
They say I’m wrong and that I’ve been in bed way to long
I guess it’s time to pick myself up for a change and
Explain to her why I don’t feel a thing any more
Locked away
Sorry about the chains
Im underneath a bed of my mistakes
I wished my last wish
I drank my last drink
Why am I the one that can hold your hand
It was just a lustful gesture it seems
But isn’t that what makes me a man
And Im sick and tired of this
Im in it for real this time wait a minute im over it
I listen to the voices in my head
Their plan is in motion I have no reason to let them down
To let them down
Im not that strong and I have nothing to fall back on
Im not that strong and I have nothing to fall back on
And I want to have the chance to make things better for me
But I’m a selfish little kid, they grow up so quickly
And I want to be the one in every situation
But I’m a selfish little kid
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