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Fuck You Song
03:06
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I don't care if you had good intentions fuck you
I'm sick of you telling me what to do
Cus I'm so smart, I don't need anyone telling me how to do
I laid down, on my bed
Whepped until, it hurt my head
My brother cried out my name
He don't no why I feel this pain Cus
You made me, oh you made me feel ashamed
I don't care of you had good intentions fuck you
You have no right to get in someone's life, and tell them what to do
I don't care if you had something in mind fuck you.
You made me doubt my dad, what have I done?
My love for her made me think, that you were the right one
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Pick up the pace I need you right now
My arms feel weak and I can't make a sound
My throat burns from the drunken singing
At the top of my lungs that are coughing and weezing
Theses pills I take feel like they just gained weight
But at least I can't think about who I am
Boy am I glad I'm done with that
I'm sorry mom and I'm sorry dad
But your little boy turned into a maniac
All my flaws and my biggest mistakes
Are my own ,my heads just so fucked but you know
I'll pay you back for the damages I just suck with no good luck
I'm not happy your not happy
We're not happy at all
So I'll make you happy oh so happy
When I end it all
Every single time won't always be fair
If the past repeats the past then I'm unaware
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Torcher Myself
06:40
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You think that I will fall behind
You want me to fail and fall
I've seen that look, I know what it means
I read your mind perfectly
What happens when we fall?
What happens if I'm right?
We are just here tonight
I want to believe I'm wrong
All my trash well I left it in the past
I want to make this last
I left it in the past
I can't stand that this is who I am
A selfish little man But this is who I am
I can see my blood rushing through the cracks I see red in my eyes
I pray for sleep at the wheel
I pray for things I can feel
Just to hold them tight and never look back on all the time we had
For just one night
Think about the last time you ran from how you feel,
you try to accept what you think is real, you're scared of what will come if they know how you feel
But what's so important about how you feel, you're making this a big huge deal
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I get scared when I'm driving
I get scared about falling asleep at the wheel
On the way to see you
I get scared when I'm laughing
Trying to stay awake
My sanity I compromise
Somebody else would not survive this,
it's hard to stay awake while sitting still and driving
I won't make it out alright
Save me from panicking
I don't feel comfortable alone I miss everything and nothing all at the same time
To move on or spiral down
Which one sounds easier to you
I can't quit I just did I'll ride it out I don't believe what I'm talking about
And I think I cant do with out, the radio, keeps me strong
Falling asleep at the wheel
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5. |
Party Pressure
02:56
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Why aren't you saying anything?
You're just acting dumb
Hiding the tears away
One day you'll be numb
You seem sad today
Cheer up grab a drink
Don't say a serious thing
I don't care what you think
Who wants to hang out with your friends?
I want most nights just to end
I'm not your supersonic man
Reliving good nights hit or miss
What did you do today?
I don't give a shit
Why are you here anyway?
Have fun being a little kid
Who wants to hang out with your friends?
I want most nights just to end
I'm not your supersonic man
Reliving good nights hit or miss
(I thought I told you I was here to pretend that
I'm cool and I have no other worries besides sex and school)
All I ask is that you listen
Why don't you care?
How 'bout we both tell life stories
We can compare
All I ask is that you listen why do you ignore my issues
why do you ignore my issues don't bore me with all your stories
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6. |
Who's the Baby?
04:25
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You're anticipating like there's something you're afraid of
Your home is in my bedroom
You're just glad you finally have one you don't ask for much except someone to love what you've become
you've worked so hard and you feel dumb
that you kept it in for so damn long I still can't believe what you said what you said
I still can't believe what you said
Still can't believe what you said what you said to me
If I had any less sense I'd say let's get married but the fantasy is enough for me thanks so much for allowing me to dream
Thank you (thank you)
For showing that I can be that I can be happy
I knew you'd be calling the second you found out I kept it a secret not a word from my mouth
Rosey red cheeks that shine in the photos nervous but happy and crying
I fell to my knee maybe scared maybe weak
But the yes that followed was worth the stress now I guess we're stuck now and forever less these bands break on our fingers
I still can't believe what you said
Still can't believe what you said what you said to me
If I had any less sense I'd say let's run away get on a train I know it's insane but we can catch the stars as they're falling
Thank you (thank you) for showing me that I can be that I can be happy
Let's try this shit again I promise it'll be different
I will support I will defend
I will mess up until the bitter end
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Feeling of Regret
04:04
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This water tastes like it was poisoned
I live with the feeling of regret
Two days ago I can't remember anything I said and I live with the feeling of regret
But you can see right through as though you already knew
why can't I feel this way while not around you? I wanna give you up so bad im glad im glad I'm glad
no wait it hurts (and now it feels like I am insane) I am insane (and now it feels like)
I overthink things (and now it feels like) and I have no brain (and now it feels like) I underthink me
There's hope when you're feeling good with your friends one
One thing will set me off and right away my hope will end
Please don't judge my soul for this
And there is no where to go
When you're already sitting in your home
And there is no where to go when you're already laying in your room
And I love with the feeling of regret
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8. |
Dork Soul
04:28
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Sometimes it seems like everyone is getting fired or out of work
who knows sometimes I feel we get what we deserve
I'm staring into their eyes, no surprise when nothing feels different,
I know I wanna be, I know I wanna be different.
Not indifferent with no surprises that ever seem to come my way
when I get back up I go back down and it seems that I've always been this way and it's
never gonna change
(never gonna change)
Always stay the same
(Never gonna change)
Any other way I'd be miserable
Do you have a dork soul? I do it's hard to live that way
When you realize you are dying
Everything's significant, I plan on feelin like I'm dying, way more often
I see my face in the mirror, so surprised when I look so different look at me I'm a wannabe,
a wannabe that wants to be different
NOT INDIFFERENT
Do you have a dork soul? I do it's fun to live that way
Trust me I'm the master of all hope when I am in the right mood
You can take all my life throw it, throw it away I don't care what
happens to a dork soul like mine
Here's the thing when you die, leave behind more than lies
Your dork soul will define who you are
Recognize
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Don't you miss me
Don't you miss me when I'm gone
White roses
White roses laying on my resting bones
I didn't mean it
I didn't mean a word I said
I swear I'm sorry
For everything I ever did (to you)
Sleep softly
Speak loudly
maybe if she was here
I wouldn't drink so much now
And if I didn't drink
I'd make my parents proud
Maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm wrong
Maybe there's somewhere that I belong
That won't hurt that won't hurt
The ones I love and love me not
Is it worth it (it's not worth it)
But I love them (they don't love you)
I wish this wasn't how it's supposed to be
Maybe I'm wrong (maybe I'm wrong)
This is who I am all along
But when I'm gone (when I'm gone)
Don't pray for a wretched soul like me
When you get there I hope you find what you're looking for.
I hope you pray for my misfortune and not for yours
It's ok to hate me but I promise I hate me more
I hate the part of me that doesn't love you enough
Don't you miss me
Don't you miss me when I'm gone
White roses
White roses laying on my resting bones
I didn't mean it
I didn't mean a word I said
I swear I'm sorry
For everything I ever did (to you)
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If I meant the world to you
Why'd I collect dust
like the pictures in your bedroom
The only thing that ever we shared
Was the longing for what we had last year
If every word you said was true
Your actions were oftly quiet
Ya maybe you were right
I'm not moving on I'm just getting on with my life
You didn't find god
You found an excuse
I know when I'm not wanted
Wanted by you.
Just like me oh you're just like me
I'm scared to see your face again
Cuz I know it's just a reflection
God damn those eyes
they ask me why and how it was so easy
I clenched my chest for weeks
How dare you put this on me
You stain my every day
And nothings going to wash you away
You didn't find god
You found an excuse
I know when I'm not wanted
Wanted by you.
I know my ghost will haunt you
Because you traced your veins with me
I couldn't handle another body
Laying heavy on my concence
I hope it hurts a little less(b)
With each second that passes(d)
And maybe someone else(b)
Can give you the things I know you wanted(d)
Believe me when I say(b)
I think about you every fucking day(d)
I know the memories we made(b)
Ill hold on they will not fade(d)
I feel like I made a mistake
Because I think about you every day
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11. |
Tough Girl
03:38
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Who ever said that you weren't enough?
You're lookin so cool yeah you're lookin so tough when you said, just leave me alone
What do you mean when you're lookin at me, you make it seem so easy,
just count me to three, and tell me what I'm doin wrong
You'll stay by my side, then I'll know what I've missed, I've never felt like this,
but I don't deserve you and this is true, you can just start new
So hold my head down one last time you aren't enough, you aren't enough
I want to go back to the beach, let's find paradise, let's lay in the sand forget about me
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Hold. Just hold. Don't let go.
Let go Of my hand because.
I I have something you really need to know
About me
About me
I see the stars light up in your eyes
You smelled my clothes when I walked by
But I promise you im the worst kind of guy
I can't feel a fucking thing but you melt the ice inside my veins
And oh I'm addicted to being addicted
But you. You.
You're sickeningly optimistic
I'm just jealous that I can't do it
Grossly understanding and disgustingly amazing
Your infatuation is confusing
I'm a professional At losing
Everyone I've ever loved
Cover my mouth say shut up
About all my past grivences
Is this a dream I believe it is
The past is the past you said believe in this
The bags under your eyes don't need to exist
No more god damn sleepless nights
No more midnight cell phone fights
No more silent angry goodbyes
I'm just smiling wondering why you
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